SECRETS

we broke up.
i know ue dont care.
im trying my best to survive.
its okay.
i will make it thru.
with or without you.
heartless freak.
i loved you with all my heart.
and this is how ue treat me?
fuck off.
i dunt need you in my life.

1:20 PM;


ISH,
now im feeling as tho we cant save this
friendship of ours anymore.
do you really want to throw away all the memories.
darliin 06.
it was meant to be thick and thin
and now...
whad happened?
everyone is acting so coldly to each other.
now its splited up.
iqa and myrah.
penggs and sahann
noel and joanna.
whad happened?
gosh.
haiish...
memories will always stay dere..
but please.
we can still reamin as friends.
dont act so coldly towards each other.
we're darliins for
heaven's sake.

6:31 PM;


ers.. so so long never blog.
bleahs.
now outside school.
bball court there.
haiish.
tell me why am i feeling this way.
as if the feelings have all dissapeared.
haiish.
i hope it doesnt.
i hope he stills love me the way he did.
its as if we're nothing now.
i dun feel it anymore.
whad a way to start the year..


met ashidiqq. super tall.
met harith. super anti-social,
and
darling coco.
hahhask.

im happy with not being anything coco!!!


bleahs.
someone make me feel better.

2:59 PM;


ergghs.
sorry fer not updating.
the effing com is effing spoilt.
so im here at home.
using my bro;s.
and i cant see the tagboard!!
arghs.
i went to piqa blog.
i went to mira;s blog.
to mira:
hey sweets. im soorry i cant tag.
bud bud i like ur blog.
awesome.
ahahs.
toodles.
im busy babysittting till end og christmas.
so hu wants to bring me out after christmas yeah..
and
gosh!
im missing him.
havent tok to him fer days.
haiish.


PS: I HAVENT GOT MY CHRISTMAS OUTFIT.WHILE NIC HAS HER;S
IM OWH-SO JEALOUS.
BLEAHS.
I DUN CARE!
IM GONNA LOOK OWH-SO-FAB AT GRANDMA;S PLACE.
AND NIC; HIS NICKNAME IS
HANDSOME FER GOODNESS SAKE.
HAKS.

maja;sexy;handsome
cousins reuninon.
25th dec at grandmas place.
like old times.
missing ue.
esp him,
hhaks.
haiish.
miss miss miss.
i hope he comes yah nic.
dhen i csan disturb him.
SHY-POT!

4:27 PM;


bleahs.

i spent abt an hour readin all my acrchives.
the times wen i was with zul.
hw he broke my heart and all thse stuff lar.
its nw all history.
i learnt to carry on.
and now i found just the right guy fer me.
=DDDD

and the time when zizi was darn close to ush.
yeahhs. thse times.
when me penngs
just started to get close to each other.
the first neoprint trip.

and actually;
falling in love isint that bad lar.
PIQA;IT ISNT TT BAD.
if ue have the right guy.
hahas.

11:36 AM;


conference call (:

yeah yeah. just put dwn the phone with penggs
and myrah.
merely because my cordless phone battery went flat.
bleahs.
and; im the only one awake now.
okays.
we were like planning fer the bbq thingy.
black tang-top and shorts yea gurls.
hahas.
i cannot wait.
im loving ue all.

11:42 PM;



3:44 PM;


it been days sinced i last chatted with ue. whad happended dearie? i miss ue. ur tots; ur love ur voice. ur crap. everything.haiish. o just wish i will be able to go to the bbq on thrus so tt we will be able to meet up like old times yahhs.haiish. missing ue baby.

2:48 PM;


misses =((








oh gosh. i hate the holidays. i missing dhem lots and lots. haiish.we will meet up one
day.. penggs isnt sure if she can go out. myrah is having heavy schedule. haiish. sweetheart's
sick. kakak schooling. nicole having band. eza is wit ozzie.and me? stuck at home babysitting.
god. im missing ue guys man. ohoh. not forgetting piqa. bud i no pics with her lars.
boo-hoos.

sadly. im missing al of ues.






8:32 AM;

HER*HIGHNESS


RADIN NUR ATIQAH RADIN EDERUS(:
14 years of greatness
a MISERABLE purple student
1005 [me death day and ma shystahz ani]
camer-ING
BABY PIES (:
DADDY + BABY = < 3
<3 slashings ; looking at blood ozing out. makes me do even more
* fhuckers unite no. 15 *
neoprints,neoprints,NEOPRINTS!
0106 {DARLS}
spending tyme wib ma lurp ones.
<33 amyrah and shannon darling
<33 SHAFIQAH and nicole babe.
<3 johani SHWEETHEART
<33 abang nuzar and abang nazri
<33 EZA and kakak FARAH.

WISHES

espirit tang-top (thanks to abang niz)
a big big tigger teddy (thanks to mummie)
a new teddie
NEOPRINTS
TUH SORT EBERYTHINK OUT.
a new sling bag
STOP MY SLASHINGS
MP3 (thanks to abangs ,mummie and akak.)
a sliver trinklet
someone tuh call ma own =x
A NEW ME.
TOPS,SKIRTS,SHOES
GATHERING WIB CUZZ
SHOPPING SPREE
ALL MA DARLS ( a work op all op ush)
lollipops ferever (not interested in lollis animore. once ina while can lar)
MP4(thanks tuh mummie)
UE TO BE BACK IN MY LIFE.
a pair op pumps (thanks to penngs. i lurp euu)
ALL MY HONEYS TO BE HAPPY
SHYSTAHZ TO BE HAPPY
ETERNITY

SPEECHES


ROYAL-LINGS
1e2<3
ABANG NIZAR<3
KAKAK MYA<3
MY DARLS BLOG (:
NICOLE <3
PENG-UIN SCANDAL (:
PIQA =)
aisyah
ammirah wwss
fatin
haziqah hyss
*iman
juliana jss
khoiri
krystal
liyana
natasha jyss
nurrah
shafiqah naafisya 1n1
shahirah wwss
warda 1t1


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